lizabeth

So it has been 1 month yesterday that I haven’t exercised. The last couple of days I was having SEVERE burning in the area where my gallbladder used to be. I don’t think it was phantom pain because even when I touched my skin I would feel the burning sensation … It’s gone now but I have an appointment on Monday so I will just have him double check. I am sure it’s nothing but just to be on the safe side … it’s probably because the hubby and I were wrestling … hehe I LOVE to play fight him haha.
It’s been hard. I want to exercise! I want to lose weight but when I try to do anything besides walking … No good! I get a lot of pain. I’m hoping it will go away soon. So it’s just been walking. No jogging or speed walking … just regular walking.

So I have been quite boring lately.

So my husbands birthday is Halloween. We WERE going to have a birthday party at his moms house … but we don’t have much money and it probably would have been us to buy everything so I told my husband to tell his mom that we weren’t going to do it.
My husband actually didn’t want a birthday party. He just wanted to go to Disneyland and spend the day with me and the kids. He’s so sweet. So we saw her a couple of days ago … and she kept REPEATING why we didn’t want the party. And of course Kyle not telling her the TRUTH he tells her because I am busy with our daughters home schooling … and so she’s asking me what I need to do with her and why am I so busy and I’m like WTF. Then we were talking about my friend and how they sued their doctor because they’re baby died during child labor. [she had an ultra sound a week before she gave birth and the ultra sound showed the umbilical cord was wrapped around the baby by the doctor said that the baby should unwrap itself. They even got a second opinion from the same hospital and that doctor said the same thing. Well instead of having a c-section she did natural and the cord was still around the baby and it didn’t make it. It was very sad. It was their first child. Well anyway] We were talking about that and then Debbie says “yea I could have sued the hospital for breaking Keane’s [my brother in law obviously] collar bone when he was born.” And I’m looking at her and then I said “Well just be glad your babies didn’t die at the hands of their doctors.” and she just looked at me. She ALWAYS has to have a “BETTER” story but she never does. But I don’t care … it just bothers me when she says stuff like that. Like .. my friends baby didn’t matter.
Then we were talking about hair … and how I have a “lighter” personality when my hair is lighter [I just recently dyed it to my natural DARK brown color] and I just looked at her like … WTF is THAT supposed to mean. I knew it was supposed to be an insult but I said. “No I don’t have a lighter personality when my hair is lighter … you just didn’t see me enough when my hair was lighter” BAM in your face WOMAN!! haha

I tell you. She drives me nuts. Oh and she’s such a big baby. She had fibroids in her uterus. Her doctor is telling her that she is PLAYING WITH FIRE and she still wont have the operation. She doesn’t want to be put under … That she is afraid of people she LOVES being put under. But when I expressed MY concerns about being put under that I didn’t want to die… she says and I quote “Just do it. Get it done.” Yea cause she wanted me to DIE! grrrr.

Anyway …
I’ve just been really stressed out. Money … I don’t even want to think about that right now. Hubby is STILL not helping … it’s just a mess. MESSY LIFE. I am tired of mess!!
GRR.

Well there goes my 1/2 hour of ME TIME.