Archive for July, 2009

sorry sorry.

I haven’t been good. On here any way. I suck at updating … but honestly there is nothing TO update. I’ve been feeling pretty crummy. And STRESSED!!!! [stressed because of family drama!! PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK!!!]

 I know the crummyness comes from the heat. I’ve been drinking a lot of water and Yesterday I just pretty much consumed gatorade. I know it has a lot of stuff in it … but I really REALLY needed that!! Propel doesn’t do ANYTHING for me! haha I feel a lot better today!! So I FINALLY passed that HUMP!! I was stuck at 190 forever!!!! I’ve just been walking. I’ve been sick the last two weeks and then now this whole dehydration thing happened. So I am really trying not to do anything until I feel 100 percent better … but I hope I will keep those 2 pounds down!! Only 13 more pounds to go for my mini goal. I am really hoping it’s before camping!! ^_^

But that is pretty much it. I am not that exciting.

sorry. Its been a while.

I’ve been sick!! blah!!! I’ve been so lazy lately! I don’t want to do anything. Not even cook. Blah.

But I just finished going through my clothes. I FORCED myself to do it. I’m getting rid of all the clothes that I don’t fit in. [the bigger clothes that is] and I went through most of my skinny clothes. throwing [giving] away stuff that’s worn or out of date! I’m saving money to go on a SHOPPING SPREE when I hit 135!! That’s if I’m able to. That’s my pre pregnancy weight for both my kids. … my hips are so WIDE now … I dunno. But we’ll see. I’m thinking of changing it … only because to me it seems a little far fetched.

eating … I’ve been doing ok. I’ve decided I am going to have my gallbladder removed. I can’t stand this!!! It’s driving me insane. But I will be getting it out after the HOLIDAYS because if I get it out before I know I will be BINGE!!! AHHH!!! haha. BUT … if it’s getting worst before then … I WILL have it taken. I don’t want to get an infection. I just hate sticking to cereals!!! AHH!!

I have a really bad sinus headache and I am signing off.

Bye